7.20.2008

Distancia entre tu y yo

somos tan parecidos, aun así…
ambos observamos el cielo,
buscando preguntas a nuestras respuestas.
vemos el mar,
lugar donde hemos abandonado tantas lágrimas invisibles.
en otros buscamos respuestas a preguntas que nos las tienen…
sabiendo bien dónde encontrarlas.
tenemos los mismos recuerdos,
aunque no sean parecidos.
tanto tiempo sin…
estoy igual que tú.
mirándote a los ojos,
evadiendo la distancia,
ambos esperando aquella famosa despedida,
la cual quizás ya debió de haber sido.
qué hacer con estas dudas?
no dejo de mirarte…
nos olvidamos del olvido,
escondemos los recuerdos.
mis ojos, los tuyos,
ambos esperan aquella famosa explicación…
yo? me pierdo entre recuerdos,
la distancia entre tú y yo.

tic toc

moonlight striking my window,
my room filled with its reflection.
silence;
tic toc tic toc,
the only sound,
how annoying...

ideas floating in the air,
making their way to this page,
what a strange atmosphere.

tic toc tic toc,
can't finish my thoughts,
oh how i would love to fall asleep.

it's a constant battle,
head versus heart,
ideas and convictions,
actions and distortions of.

tic toc tic toc,
won't that sound just stop!
it could drown in the words,
words lost in my head,
rolled up in my tongue,
ink stuck in the pen.

invading ideas,
can't figure them out,
torn between torn pages,
losing sight of everything.

replaying memories,
desiring we could fool time,
what did i want to write down?

and it continues,
[a night time constant, getting lost in my head],
tic toc tic toc...

7.10.2008

the times comes

the time comes when i get home and fall into my bed
the time comes when i need that presence by my side
the time comes when i just want to leave everything behind
the time comes when i'm dying to press 'pause'
the time comes when i want to take it all back
the time comes when i rather stay
and other times i can't wait to leave...
the time comes when my thoughts get the best of me
the time comes when a hug is everything
the time comes when i lose myself to the tune of the waves
the time comes when all i want is a cigarette, or two, or three...
the time comes when i want to buy a one-way ticket to destination unknown
the time comes when i want us more than anything
the time comes when i confront reality and start to lose hope
the time comes when the us seems impossible
the time comes when i want us to run away
the time comes when i enjoy a cup of joe
the time comes when dr. house is my best friend
the time comes when i feel with no sense of direction, even if no one can perceive it
the time comes when the only thing i can do is try to convince myself that the best thing to do is just be...